The Nostalgia

Ever wondered what would you give to go back in time – to undo what has already been done? A few days ago, I would have said who cares about the past – Ask me now, and the answer would turn out to be two worlds apart. The justification is simple and straight-forward: a few days ago, I was amongst the people I love the most in the world – the people I know would do absolutely anything for me. And today, I am in a place where I need to spot people who barely match my frequency – and trust me – that ain’t easy!

As I reach the ‘Land of Dreams’, I figure I should be excited. It’s a new place – a new life – a chance of a lifetime…but as I travel in the cab gazing at the scenic beauty of this place, I wonder if it’s all worth it. I know it’s gonna be – am not denying it – not even one bit – but right now – at this precise moment – I doubt! For the people are different, and the place a surprise at every corner. I just wish it to be alright – to get it over with – to be home again – to be back to the feeling of not caring about the past.

The ‘Saturday’ Night

I.
It's Saturday night, I'm ironing my shirts. Oh, don't feel sorry for me. I do go out, at odd times, when other people work, when you work, when you think your girlfriend is at work. Don't blame me. It's just a thing she does, like scratching herself shortly after she wakes up. It is inconsequential: She's still sitting next to you on the couch, although we have met earlier today. But you know, the real difference between the two of us is knowledge. I know how she smells, but you will never know how I smell, because she tells me not to wear cologne when we meet.

II.
So because I didn't answer your message, you think I'm arrogant, you're good-looking and you know it, you say. I'll tell you something: You don't know anything. You don't know how much it costs to be me. Not financially, dear me, no, although those polo shirts are indeed quite expensive. No, I'm talking about emotional costs. Do you know how hard it is to keep up the attitude, to pretend everything's cool when you would like to scream? But i can't scream, the people I hang out with would not like that. So I keep smiling and pretending, and I keep laughing at you, because it keeps me from crying.

III.
Finally Crescendo. Can you feel the music swelling, the lights brightening? It's the moment I've been waiting for, all those long hours at the gym, in front of mirrors, at the barber's, at clothing stores and in my bathroom. And when you look at me, bewildered, admiring, fascinated, I look at her, straight into her eyes. Yes, it's been worth all that. I got her. This moment may be ephemeral, and yet it's eternal: It's my moment of glory, the light I bask in, even when I'm back home on a Saturday night, ironing my shirts.

My Mood Series - The 'Farewell' Edition

Hi,

My friends, no one, not in my situation, can appreciate how I feel at this parting. Over the past few days, People have asked me how I feel about all of this….they say that it must be sad leaving behind so many friends....or at least Bitter Sweet. And I wonder, Can miles truly separate you from friends... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? Because the friends I made will be with me through sickness and in health. I am certain of it. And so I say, No…It’s Not Bitter…It’s all sweet.

I have come across some extra-ordinary people in the last 3 years of my life…they are amazing thinkers, superbly talented individuals – but above all – excellent human beings. And I have been nothing but honored to have gotten an opportunity to know them, and work with them. And that’s why I owe everything to this place and to the kindness of its people. I am humbled by their humanity, and am extremely thankful for all the love that they have shown towards me.

Hence, My Mood Today: In Deep Gratitude

When I was a kid, I read this Dr. Seuss Book where Horton the elephant, on saying Good Bye to the Mayor, and to the spec universe he just helped save, says, “Don’t Cry because it’s over, Smile because it happened.” And that’s exactly what I intend to do today. Let’s not cry because it’s over…let’s simply smile because it happened.

Having said that, I hope you will continue to love me the way you always have and remember me in times of Joy and sorrow. I know that we will be parted by distance, but with technology heaving on almost everything, proximity isn’t just accountable anymore. We can, and will, connect online at: gdswalia@hotmail.com or on Facebook! And if you’re blogger, be sure to read about me at my Blog. Or better still….just GOOGLE me! ;)

Yes, it’s time for me to say Farewell….but No, I will not say Good Bye…I will just say, “Until we meet again.”
To God be the glory.

Your friend for Life,
Gagan

P.S: This is the LAST one! :D
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P.P.P.S: You can count on me, like One Two Three, I’ll be there, and I know when I need it I can count on you, like four three two, And You’ll be there…’cause that’s what friends are supposed to do, Oh YEAH!
P.P.P.P.S: Kyun? Kyunki har ek friend zaroori hota hai! ;)

My Mood Series: S3E9 - Victor!

Hi and Good Morning.

Welcome to My World! This is Edition # 9 of “My Mood Series: Season 3”

There are two kinds of Managers in this world – One, the kind who takes all the credit to themselves, leaving behind his team of dedicated hard-workers who did all the real work and keep them in the dark, and Two – the kind who believes his strength lies in the strength of his team, and his talent in theirs. I am honored to be working under the latter category of Bosses, and Boy! Am I glad! In my last few days at work here, I just wanted to tell him that he is simply awesome, and that I look up to him – for everything. It is for people like him that I, and most of you, love to wake up every morning and show up for work at their very best! And that’s because they make you feel like a winner – a Victor!

Hence, My Mood Today: Victor!

Charles Wilson, former US Secretary of Defense, once quoted, “A good boss makes his men realize they have more ability than they think they have so that they consistently do better work than they thought they could”. I am glad and relieved that I feel absolutely the same way! J

Have a great day Guys!

Love,
Gagan
P.S: This edition was supposed to come out yesterday, but some wise men blocked my Outbox. My Apologies! J
P.P.S: Just 2 More to go! J

My Mood Series: S3E8 - Blessed!

Hi and Good Morning.

Welcome to My World! This is Edition # 8 of “My Mood Series: Season 3”

In a lifetime, one meets several people and over the due course of time, forms a bond with them – A bond that tightens and grows stronger with time and proximity, and empowers to go out of one’s self, and appreciate whatever is noble and loving in another. It is indeed one of God’s best gifts, friends that is. I felt that power when my friends recently pulled off a Surprise Farewell Spectacular for me, and I was completely thrown off guard. That was the moment when I fully – truly – deeply felt Blessed.

Hence, My Mood Today: Blessed!

A very wise Novelist Charles Kingsley once said, “A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults”. I am just glad to have so many…and Thank God for that! J

Have a great day Guys!

Love,
Gagan
P.S: My last Monday in Bangalore! J

My Mood Series: S3E7 - In High Spirits!

Hi and Good Morning.

Welcome to My World! This is Edition # 7 of “My Mood Series: Season 3”

The Oxford Dictionary defines the word “Team” as a group of individuals that have the ability to work together toward a common mission – a mission that is important to the common interests of the individuals involved in the team. Such was our mission when we headed out to one of the amusement parks yesterday for a Team-Building Event. And Boy! Was the mission accomplished or what! I had an awesome time – of course, it could have been better had a-certain-few also joined us – but it was a fantastic day – One of those days after which you feel tired, yet fantastic – as if you are in high spirits.

Hence, My Mood Today: In High Spirits!

Teams are certainly a significant part of your growth as an individual, but what is even more significant is to have excellent individuals as a part of your team. It becomes the fuel that allows common people to attain uncommon results. I am blessed with a wonderful group that I can proudly call My Team – I know I will be an Ex member soon enough – but the memories will definitely live forever! Now that’s a High-Spirited thought! J

Have a great day Guys!

Love,
Gagan
P.S: Only 5 more to go! J

My Mood Series: S3E6 - Satisfied!

Hi and Good Morning.

Welcome to My World! This is Edition # 6 of “My Mood Series: Season 3”

For people who set out of the comforts of their homes to go to an all new city for work would know this: The people you choose to stay with become your family at that place, for as long as you’re there. They become important – because they become the most critical source of contact for you – no matter what happens. They, indeed, become your support system at the new place – and in the new life that you’ve chosen for yourself. I, too, am blessed with wonderful people around me. And last night, we three cracked up like crazy on something that on any other regular day would have been just mundane! I felt a feeling of Satisfaction – that I was at the right place, with the right people – that I was Home!

Hence, My Mood Today: Satisfied!

Good Roommates become a blessing for anyone who has them. It does create a fun sense of family…and that’s something that is important to everyone. Things can get very lonely without it, and that’s the last thing anyone would ever want. They give you a certain feeling of satisfaction – that everything is alright – a feeling that only a hot bubble bath was known to provide! :D

Have a great day Guys!

Love,
Gagan
P.S: Only 7 more to go! J